How to Be a Casual Smoker
Do it only when dark runs deep enough to make the cherry matter, let the glow
look like a funeral for a firefly, like a pyre.
Smoke when the streets are singing love songs to the traffic that won't come, smoke like the
last Marlboro man who doesn't know he's out of time.
Don't stand; sit on steps, or stoops, or stain your white washed denim lime and lie in un-mown
grass, make strangers' yards complicit in all your ploys.
Breathe. Stunt your breathing. Now, drink in the contradiction, see those Kamel Reds burn up
and brighten 3 a.m—barren of all but boys.
Do it even though you've never known addiction, do it like a crossword puzzle:
curled up and cozy, wasting/fighting/killing time.
Flick the ash without aiming, let your dust lie where it settles, say a secret prayer
that it might find the strength to start a minor fire.
1 comment:
"never known addiction" - poetic license? Clearly! you've been a caffeineMonster for years
Also, if you didn't think you started this minor fire for the triad, you're highly deluded.
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